I'm sorry that's not really a word, but it's better to have a relevant concept than a grammatical word.

 

There's a lot of temptation to blend in order to make friends. If a person makes it their priority to drop what they believe, it makes it easier to make friends. But by the end of your life you could have changed enough to be fifty different people, and you won't even recognise yourself. That feels like free-falling to me, in a scary way.

 

It is not acceptable to be zealous out in public every day. But I have my own website, which is a world of my creation, where I can do anything I want. So few look at it, it doesn't matter if I'm zealous about a few things.